Ops , i think it's been really long since i last updated my blog? Haha, I have feeling so much better all this while with jinjin by my side, he's such a good friend . He always cheer me up and say alot stupid stuff. I love the way he is now, he dont have to change. He's my best best best fake boyf. I guess he'll be touched if he saw this. Cause his name is appearing on my blog. HAHAHAHAH ! <3 .

The worst kind of love is the one felt by only one person.
Why is it no matter how much pain it endures by holding on the heart refuses to let go? Sometimes you think you've gotten over someone, but when you see him smile you suddenly realize that you're just pretending you got over him to erase the pain of knowing he'll never be yours. I'd give anything to read your mind, to get into your head. Then maybe I'd find out how to get you to notice me once more, to make you want me like you used to. But then again, I guess I also find out how much you don't care for me, and what you really think about when you look at me.
Why is it so easy to say I love you when you don't mean it, but when you want to mean it the most, you just can't say it.
Sometimes the one you love turns out to be the one who hurts you the most, and sometimes the friend who takes you into his arms and cries when you cry turns out to be the one who love you, you'll never knew.
I've come to terms with the fact that you can't make someone love you if they don't. That you really shouldnt trust anybody because nobody is truly worth it. I've realized that love is just a game and like any other game loses...and this time...that someone was me
. If you could just tell me why you hurt me, maybe I could forgive you for it. But never, never will I forget it. Nothing makes it all better again. Nothing Lasts forever. And I knew that I could not bear the thought of never hearing that laughter anymore, please make me forget all that hurts me. Time for another guy now <: Soon , they'll appear .