This is how i look w/o make up, ugly right ? :X

Today is 16th .. Boy , do you know what date is today.. ? You already have her i know 16th is meaningless to you now. By right, you should be recieving a sweetsweet message and a present from me now .. Just like what i did on the first month .. The love contract i did for you . You smiled and you said that i'm silly . Remember .. ? I'm flashing back our pictures & memories . I really really miss you alot . But i cant do anything , all i can do is just to see you smile happily with your girlf . I recall the words that you said, I hope they were true like how i believe you..  Girl , please wake up from your fantasy land. He's not right for me, he has hurt me not once, but twice. I'm stupid enough to wait. I just bloody don't want to let go. To him , i'm only his 2nd choice , when he got her , he choose to leave me, but when she's gone, he'll come back to me ..