There will always be a rainbow after every rain storm,even though its only there for a short while. Do you notice something? Its always after a heavy rain or big storm. There'll be a beautiful rainbow. Just like in a relationship. My relationship is like going through a heavy storm which rains almost everytime. I don't like it. I hate it. You're the first guy whom i showed the less attitude to. Okay,i admit it. You're the first guy who fits in my 'Perfect Guy' list. You treat me really good. I hate the facts that you're not mine anymore . But seeing you so happy now , i've nothing to say . I will never replace her , i lose :')  In the morning when i saw facebook , i fucking cant control my tears , i just keep crying & crying . It's hurts really hurts alot. You're so happy now , enjoying your new life . But i'm here keeping everything to myself , being alone & lonely . Stupidly waiting & waiting for your return . You wont know how i feel. I understand your situation for leaving but i hate it really hate it alot alot ! Why am i always the one hurt & in so much pain? TELL ME WHY WHY WHY ! How much more tears i still have to drop for you? I really dont know dont know . All i can do now is wish you lastlong and goodluck .. Thanks jw brother for everything .