This was those photos from yesterday , thanks both eric & tatsuya bro for making me smile . Eric uh , cheer up alright , dont sad anymore . I'll be here always .

I suddenly found this picture , the girlfriend's contract (: So cute right . hahaha .. i did realise that i might be a idiot, but i still choose to trust you. You told me that you will be back , so i wait . I believe that you would cause i know you'll never lie to me want , right ? Standing down here alone waiting for your return, preparing a smile to welcome you back.. To you , i might look happy now , but actually i'm not at all  totally not . I'm just acting a fake smiling infront of you , i dont want you to feel guity or pity me. I did everything on purpose, i just want to see how you'll react . but you dont seem to care at all . Maybe, i'm just thinking too much , laughing to myself & thought that you would get jealous. Everytime when i'm at outside with friends, once i stare in air & walls. Your face just fucking came into my mind . Thinking about those funny things we always do together and those retarded and blur faces you gave me , really make me silently smiling to myself , that time it really feel so happy to be with you by my side eveytime , every mins & secs . She's the only one you will worry , the one you will care , the one you'll cry for & the one staying in your heart , not me . No matter how hard i've tried , i still can't move it , there's always no place for me . Am i really that lousy ?  I flirt and jihong because i just want my mind to be occupied & not thinking about you that will make me tears . I really really miss you, when are you coming back ? Tjw .