It's been super long since i last updated my blog. So many things happened. Untill now i still cant accept the facts you're gone. Why are you giving me so much hopes when you yourself already know that it wont be the same. Everything started because of one sentosa trip, that day onwards, we started to get closer and closer each day, I accompany you to hospital to look after your grandma with you, looking at how you takecare of her, feed her and talk to her, about evening time, we went to pizza hub in suntec city for dinner, you doesn't want me to dirty my hand, so you help me cut those chicken wings and pizza into small pieces and put it on my plate, how sweet it is. After dinner, we walk around the whole mall to look for my slipper because mine was spoiled. Fetching me home every single day, untill 19 of nov and finally we're together. I didnt even like you from the start because you're not my type and too short for me, i accepted you because the way you treat me is so much like him, i miss those feelings. Slowly, i get touched by the words you said and actions you do, I no long care about your height and how others look at us anymore, at least we're happier than them.

You bring me and bbycousin to zoo, pampered us so much, i love the way you play with her, like small boy and small girl. Celebrate all our chrismas and new year eve together.

I knew this day will come because your silence proved to me everything. I told you i don't blame you , blame on myself for being a fool and trusted you so much . Walking down the memory lane, everything was so plain. The love never changes, only people do. You make me feel like I am number one every conversation we have, I wish I could have a rerun. Mervin awyong, you're the best i ever had. Even thought i cant face it now but in future i still have to do it.